A Heart of An Orchid – Hati Sepotong Anggrek

Does true love between man and woman exist?

People who are under love potion will surely have the answer of absolutely yes. Thus, the people who have different potion such as career potion or beliefs potion will probably have the no’s answer.

This is not other people story. This is mine and my heart is not made of stone.

I love you, Man.
But, is this heart too stupid to say I love you man, I love you man, I love you man, in more than one hundred times in just a second?(Crazy or impossible ?? of course both!) But, I did it.

Why do you never protect me?

No, no, I am not asking you to be my guardian angel or my muscles bodyguard.

You threw many hatred words to me.

You asked me many things with your anger expressions, even when I smiled to melt your anger, you still did it. You did it until I can’t smile even for myself.

I smiled because smile becomes a very important thing to replace words, ‘I am sorry’ or ‘Please, do not continue your anger’ or ‘I am scared with your anger’ or ‘Ok. You win. This is my fault so please stop of being angry to me’.

I ask you, my silent reader. What things that could stop anger? What words that could stop anger? What kind of smile that could make anger goes far away? What kind of act that could farewell anger? Tell me, huh. I will give you a candy then.

Oh, Man.

Am I the woman who you really love?

Or am I the woman who could not understand you?

Yes, so I know.

Here I am.

I am the woman who could not give you happiness, could not bring you to a warmness heart, and could not make you feel the power of love.

I just the woman who could not hug you with a comfortable hug to release you from tired.

I just the woman who has hyperbole acts.

I just the woman who could not understands you.

I just the woman who has many mistake and minus points over there and over here.

I am sorry I could not be perfect for you and I could not be perfect in your eyes and in your heart.

I am sorry I could not complete you.

Hate me not, and please teach me how to love you perfectly.

To man of my heart, whom ever either stole this heart or loved me much…

Please be braver to love the woman you love.

Please be responsible to the woman you love.

Take her risky situation. Say l love you even she did mistake.

Speak as slow as possible.

If you cannot do those things above for me, sure, it doesn’t matter.

Do it for your fate woman.

But, if someday you find the way back to me, I still open it widely for you as long as you could eternally commit to love me with full of responsibility.

To love me is not what I want you to die for, but loving me with full of responsibility is your duty before rights.

With love,
white orchid